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I’ve had the privilege this past week to go on my very first business trip to Florida. The first two days were probably the worst days of my life. Absolutely nothing went right, and I completely hated myself for it. I felt awful that none of the equipment was working: all the recordings were littered with interference and muddy clarity. I was used to being able to troubleshoot and solve problems easily. But not this time.

AMVETS Convetion at Daytona Beach

Since this was the first professional film shoot I had been on, my only other experience was the one class I had in college (Video and Sound Editing), it is understandable that I was feeling a bit lost. Luckily, I did have the help of two amazing film producers/directors. Michael Hemschoot of Worker Studio and Sean Bridgers of Travelin’ Productions that were able to coach me with where to hold the boom pole, what might have been causing the wireless interference and the other numerous problems that arose.

The most important lesson I learned from the trip was that things are going to go wrong. We did have multiple sources to record the audio (which was what I was in charge of). So in the end, we didn’t lose anything important.The only thing I lost was a bit of stubbornness of not wanting to ask for help and I learned how to work even better within our extremely small film crew.

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I know many people believe that artists are one of the people who are most troubled and have the most tortured soul. For the longest time I had pegged myself as a “tortured artist” believing that other people didn’t experience the world as I had. However, I now understand that the “tortured artist” just comes from the willingness to question your decisions and why the world is what it is. My experiences are no different than anyone’s, but the amount of time I spend dwelling on it differs greatly.

I am constantly questioning my action, the actions of others and the world as a whole. I am left wondering what could be, and why things happen as they do.

I’ve always prided myself on the fact that I can speak my mind and talk openly about the emotions that I feel, even if it touches on uncomfortable boundaries of other people. It’s the truth and I speak it. In that sense, of never allowing my mind to just accept things, I am a “tortured artist” for never allowing thoughts to die. But often, I find that people relate to the same feelings I have, and some might even be touched by the awareness I bring.

My art is an expression of my soul, and I do my best and channel those feelings and emotions into my pieces.

Over the next couple of months I’ll be posting up some of my work that I’ve done over the course of my time at RMCAD. Some of the pieces may be sound, video, animation, drawings or sketches. My website is on it’s way to completion as well and I will keep everything updated on my progress.

One of the reasons I believe artists never actually sleep is because of that little voice inside of our heads that attacks in the middle of the night. 3am, 5am, 7am….it doesn’t care. When an idea strikes, it just has to interrupt your sleep. Never mind that I have a cold and need my sleep so I can wake up and work on my thesis before next class, just help yourself to my sleep bank, muse. Just make my day.

There are some times when I do enjoy my night escapades though. This morning I was having the best lucid dream I’ve had in a long time. I finally managed to tie up all the loose ends in my novel I’ve been trying to write since high school. Although…..now I can’t use the excuse that I don’t have an ending…….

Better start getting the ball rolling again and put those 100 pages of writing to completion.

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